Showing posts with label Dawn. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Dawn. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Kandee Makes Me Smile!

I don't know how I haven't blogged about Kandee yet. She is one of my favorite bloggers and YouTubers ever! Watching one of Kandee's videos, automatically makes me smile! I love to read her makeup blog. And her personal blog. Kandee's kiddos are so cute! Her style is amazing. Her heart is as big as the world. And she just makes you feel better.

Did I mention? I LOVE her style! I wish she'd make a tutorial for her leather cuff. I want one. :) And I just love the clothes she wears. Her decorating is amazing too! So fun and fresh. Oh, and I just love these mugs. I might have to make a few. :)

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

New Year, New Wreath


Isn't this just a gorgeous little wreath? I'm in love with it! My favorite colors and all! The birds are my favorite detail. Since I'm just not that crafty, I emailed this picture to Lola. Who immediately told me, this is "a piece of cake" to make!

Well, we talked. And I have my list of supplies, that I need. We're going to be having a little "wreath making dinner" this week. So that she can help me make this. I can't wait! And I wonder, what Lola is going to make for herself. You should see all the cute wreaths that she has!

Friday, December 30, 2011

Family

This time of year, I always think about my family. I get a little sad inside, and I wonder how things might have been different. How my kids might have more family. How I miss spending time with my parents and grandma.

When I was 15, my parents were killed. A drunk driver ran into their car. I've always prayed that they didn't see it coming. That they went quickly. And together. That my Mom and Dad didn't suffer. I don't know if that's how it happened. But that's what I've imagined. Maybe it was my 15 year old self, that needed to believe it.

For a long time, I slept with my parents' pillows. Taking in their scent. Remembering better times. Watching my daddy shave. And then, put on his cologne. Watching momma carefully comb her hair. Not a single hair, out of place. Remembering all the laughter that came out of our home. How my momma magically moved around our kitchen. Creating the most amazing meals.

Some of my favorite memories, are of our entire family sitting around our little living room together. My daddy reading to us, my momma playing with my hair, my little brother working on one of his model cars, and my little sister carefully painting her nails. I miss those times.

I miss talking with my parents. All of us sharing about our days. Praying over our meals. Showing our parents our report cards. The way daddy always rushed in, after work, to give our momma a big kiss. How we'd all rake up the leaves, to spend hours jumping in them. Building snowmen. And making snow angels. All of these things were taken from us, on that tragic day.

After that, my grandma took me. My sister went with my aunt. And my brother, he went to live with my uncle. Our family tried really hard to keep us together. We'd meet a few times a month, for dinner. And a night of fun board games. But it was tough.

Because I lived with my grandma, I got really close to her. I already was close to her. When I was little, I spent a lot of time with my grandma. I was the oldest. And I was just super close to her. But for those 3 years that I lived with my grandma, it was magical.

I learned so much from her. About keeping house, cooking, working hard, saving money. The important things. I was raised as a Christian. Grandma and I never missed a Sunday going to church. Never! We never had much. But grandma made everything special.

Every day was special in our house. Grandma would make me breakfast. And as I got ready for school, she'd make me lunch. I always got a note. And now that I think about it, I think my grandma probably wrote notes for my momma. Because my momma had always wrote us notes. And hide them everywhere! In our lunches, books, pockets, pillows.

Most of all, I miss all of our talks. My grandma always had the most wise things to say. She was so positive about everything. Thought only about the good in people. Made something positive, out of all the negative. That was my grandma.


Like I said, we didn't have much. But grandma always made sure, that I had everything I needed. When I graduated from high school, I figured, that I would probably stay in the same small town. Maybe get a job at the county. Live with my grandma.

But she had a different idea. She had saved as much money, as she could. And she sent me off to college. To do better. And be better. Shortly after my 1st semester in college, my grandma past away. I took it so hard. To have the 3 most important people, in my life, pass away, in less than 4 years. It was difficult.

More than any other time of year, I miss them the most now. We're right around their anniversaries. This is also the season for family. Now that my kids are getting bigger, I know that they yearn for their grandparents. It hurts deep in my heart and soul. I wish, that we could just have one day together.

Friday, December 9, 2011

Pillow Love!

The other night, I was googling a bunch of things. I was looking for some good gift ideas. Things that my kiddos and I could make. Nothing too complicated. But that had a lot of meaning. That's when I came across these cute pillows...


I don't even now where they're from! I've searched and searched. All over the web. With absolutely no luck! I really wanted to buy Alejandro and I each one. For Christmas. Since we don't live in the same house, I thought it would be a great idea. Has anyone seen these beauties? I really want to buy a few. :)

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Silent Night

After my kiddos went to bed tonight, I put on some Christmas music, and started wrapping their presents. I can't help but have a smile on my face. Not because of their gifts. But because it's Christmas time!

When the music got to Silent Night, I just had to stop. This is my favorite Christmas song. Since I was little, I've always enjoyed this song. Then I pulled out my bible. And I read for almost an hour.

It's amazing how God works. He sends us something to remind us. About the real reason, for Christmas. I really enjoyed my evening. And wanted to leave you with, my favorite Christmas song.

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Fettuccine Carbonara

Alejandro treated us to dinner last night. It's always a treat to go out, as a family. We don't go out much. So our trip to Applebee's was quite a nice event. My kiddos were so excited. Why wouldn't they be? Yummy dinner, crayons, and mini desserts. Alejandro treated himself to a yummy steak. He works incredibly hard. All the time. It was nice to see him really enjoy his dinner. Me? I tried the Fettuccine Carbonara.


It was heaven sent! I'd recommend it to anyone. And everyone. Just keep in mind, it's very strong in garlic and onions. But if you enjoy Italian food, you'll definitely enjoy this! I sat and ate, until I couldn't eat any more! Even my kiddos tried it. And loved it! But then again, we eat a lot of veggies at home. Yum! Just looking at this picture, makes me want to go dig into my leftovers. :)

Friday, December 2, 2011

Lucy

Recently, I watched a special on Lucy. It was on PBS. One of their specials, that they play during their telethons. And I really fell in love with it! I've always been a fan of I Love Lucy. I remember watching it with my momma and grandma. I Love Lucy was one of our favorite shows. And when I'm feeling sad, I watch an episode.



It always makes me happy. Lucy just has a gift. And watching that special, it made me appreciate Lucy even more. The tragedy that seemed to be her personal life. All the struggles that she went through. It makes me appreciate her art and talent even more!

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

My New Favorite Show

Do you ever find a TV show, that you absolutely in LOVE with? I've found mine. On mistake. It's Hart of Dixie. I was flipping through the channels one night, and literally stumbled on the 1st episode.

It might sound corny, but I like the "wholesome" feel of this show. It reminds me of the Gilmore Girls. Or even Life Unexpected. By the way, I miss that show! Why did they have to cancel it? And I never got to see the last 2 episodes. That makes me sad.

But back to the Hart of Dixie. I don't know if I like the characters more, or the southern influence. No lie! It's definitely my new favorite show. I just hope, CW doesn't cancel this show too. Because I'm really starting to enjoy Monday nights. :)

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Domestic Violence Awareness Month

I'm a survivor. I'm not ashamed. I was not in the wrong. I was a victim. Today, I'm a survivor. I want to make people aware of this horrible topic. I want to help anyone that I can. And I want to share my story. In hopes, that it can touch, just one life. Can change one person. That I can help save one family.


All month, I'll be wearing purple on Saturdays. I'll dress my 4 kids in purple. And ask anyone who wants to participate, to please support the cause. On Saturdays, I'll be sharing a post about domestic violence. And I hope, by the end of the month, that I'll have enough strength, to share my story.

Like I said, I'm a survivor. I'm very lucky. I have 2 amazing friends, that I was able to finally call for help. Cowboy J and Lola. Without them, I don't think I would have gotten out. They were my total support system. 2 people that I trusted, and loved.

My relationship didn't start like this. No. We were happy, in love, and college sweethearts. Newly married. But soon after I got pregnant, with my first son, things changed. And for over 3 years, I lived in hell. My only hope, were my children. Ultimately, it was my kids, that gave me the strength to leave. I just couldn't let them grow up, thinking this was OK. Most importantly, I couldn't let them get hurt.

This is a tough subject. It's hard to open up. It's tough to let people in. You feel ashamed. Almost like it's your fault. And after all of this, I've learned so much. Like how, I was not alone. There are so many people that are dealing with this. In silence. In fear. Let's work together, to end this horrible violence.

Thursday, September 29, 2011

We've Found a Show...

Alejandro and I are always looking for a TV show, that we both enjoy. Something fun to watch. And I think we found it! 2 Broke Girls!



Have you seen it? It's hilarious! Both Alejandro and I sit and watch. We laugh the entire time! 2 Broke Girls is that show, for us, that we look forward to watching, every week. :)

Do you have a favorite show? This Fall, there are so many good shows. I'd love to hear what you would recommend.

Saturday, September 17, 2011

I Laughed So Hard!

I don't think, that I've laughed this hard, while watching TV, in a very long time! New Girl is such a funny show. I knew that the lead character looked familiar, but I couldn't place her. Hello! Her sister is on Bones! Another one of my favorite shows. :)

Anyway, this show just gets me. It's fun. And unexpected. And for 30 minutes, I just get to forget about life. Just what I need some days. And who doesn't want to laugh? I'm telling you, you need to watch at least one episode. You won't regret it.

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Lady Antebellum

Lady Antebellum is my absolute favorite! I've always been a country fan. But the first time I heard Lady A, I was in love. Their music just touches me. I don't know what it is. But I just enjoy listening to it.



My dream would be, to get to see them live in concert. Oh, that would be AMAZING! I know that they'll be here, later this Fall. Unfortunately, I don't have the money to go see them. Maybe, I can win tickets or something. If not, I'm positive that they'll be touring for many more years! And I still have their AMAZING CD to listen to. :)